i'm in love with a guy at 30

mom..
i gotta tell you something,
but i know you not gonna like it,
cos you hate to see me when i get hurt.

mom..
i gotta tell you something,
i'm in love with a guy,
but im afraid i might get hurt again mom,

mom..
i gotta tell you this time,
i miss him everyday, every second and every minute,
what am i suppose to do?

mom..
i hate this feeling,
but mom, i know you understand,
help me mom,
im lost.
i need faith,
and i know mom,
he's not gonna be my spouse....